Friday, December 28, 2007
Ode To Wifey
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Christmas Holiday Break Course Catalog
ME-103 Statics for Engineers
Students shall primarily balance forces to equilibrium. Topics covered shall include tip/slip, trusses, rolling contact, static and dynamic coefficients of friction, and overturning moments. Note: This is a special accelerated class over the Christmas holiday break and requires concurrent registration for ME-104 Wooden Block Manufacturing Lab.
MWF 13:00-15:55
3 Credits
Instructor: Prof. I Tellyouwhat
Friday, December 21, 2007
Rely on the Man Next to You
Sunday, December 16, 2007
The Pantheon
Why do I think about this? I'm on a quest to read the bible cover to cover. I'm over halfway through, 2 chapters a day or so. This puts me into Isaiah and Jeremiah, two prophets who I refer to as The Wet Blankets. They spent their lives railing against the apostasy of the Israelites, and predicted the destruction of their society because they abandoned the true God for sake of their false gods (idols). Every last forecast was proven true to the letter, so they were spot on. But I have to think, from the point of the individual Jew, that even the good hearted (who were being lied to by their own holy men) had to roll their eyes or cringe when they saw ol' sourpuss heading their way (yet again) proclaiming that nobody would bury the body's of their sons and the land would be left desolate. To say it got old is surely putting it mildly. Although the prophets got their instructions straight from High Command, I have to wonder how we can practice righteous correction... more diplomatically and probably find a more receptive audience.
We are most fortunate in the New Covenant we have today. Nonetheless, we still have the same human flaws the ancient Israelites saw. Sweetness puts great importance on various material (corporeal) things being in the right place for her routine. We do the same thing in a cup of coffee in the morning, or maybe a newspaper, or maybe a TV show, or washing our car on weekends... I habitually wore a pewter lizard around my neck for about a year until it had been progressively flattened by bench press bars to the point that it looked like it had been picked off a train track. These material things are truly immaterial for our happiness, but we cling to them to the point that they become little idols. Let's try to shake them off.
Friday, December 14, 2007
AVOID DEATH: Read this blog
Engineers need to consider safety, but there's a point where it stops making sense. I can think of a recent example where we were forced to put a cover plate over a mechanism that moved so slowly, and was so difficult to access, that the only way to get hurt would be when you've got your hands on it to do some maintenance. Which requires you to remove the cover plate. In this spirit, I've come up with a few more warnings, some of which should clearly have been placed on I Tell You What posts in the past. I can only pray that nobody was injured as a result of my lax blogging.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
My Favorite Shipyard
In Case You Were Sleeping Trouble Free
- A screwdriver
- A key for a bicycle lock, or a means of picking such a lock
That's it. The Royal Navy proudly reported that the problem was all taken care of, which is nice. However, Captains of Royal Navy submarines carrying nuclear weapons do not require launch codes for their weapons! It's like they refuse to watch Dr. Strangelove across the Atlantic or something. Mind you, this is the same outfit that brought you the sinking of the Repulse and the Prince of Wales.
If somebody needs a reference, post a comment and I'll try to update the post next week with the info.
Monday, December 10, 2007
Lies, Damn Lies, & Statistical Methods
Introduction: Due to some past events, Wifey and I found ourselves at the Yale New Haven Hospital. Right, as if there is a Yale Albany to confuse people. This is a world class institution, beyond a doubt. There those world class medical technicians were, performing tests on Wifey to evaluate if everything was OK with the pregnancy. The tech paused, and really lingered on one shot. Wifey & I exchanged a glance, because you're supposed to breeze through these things, right? The image was similar to the one below, and she was zooming in on the neck area until the resolution looked something like one of those fakes of a Sasquatch roaming the forests of the Pacific Northwest.
We were informed that the nuchal thickness was either 2.8 or 2.9 mm, depending on which side of the fuzzy gray pixelated line the tech chose for her measurement. The doctor was called in to review the measurements, and this questionable data was coupled with a quad screen to inform us that the pregnancy was "positive" for Down Syndrome. Some days you eat the bear, other days, the bear eats you.
Discussion: This doctor (hereafter: Dr. Who) was in for a surprise, as most swamp Yankees or NYC socialites referred to him are not (A) educated in statistical sampling and test methods, or (B) of generally dour and dorky disposition. I proceeded to fire off questions about his criteria for test, for evaluation, and how they compared to other accredited institutions. It seems that:
- Some relationship was developed between this measurement and the likelihood of a 11-13 week-along baby to have Down Syndrome (DS)
- Above this "normal" measurement the likelihood of DS is increased, although not guaranteed, and continues to increase as the measurement increases
- "Normal" is often well over 3mm in terms of a "positive" DS result
- Dr. Who personally adjusted the "positive" criteria back one standard deviation to the mean
Confused? Don't be. A sample spread (many are shifted, or flatter, or steeper, but this is a good example) of any population characteristic may be illustrated as below: I do not recall how many standard deviations this doc pulled towards the mean, but the result is this: more "positive" results. I'm roughing the numbers, but if the normal incidence of DS for a lady in her 20's (best case scenario) is 1/1500 (0.06%), you're almost 5 standard deviations from the mean. Given a normal false positive rate of this sort of screening is 5% (see Table 1 here) combined with ratcheting the criteria to, say, 4 standard deviations, you increased the confidence interval by about 0.06%. This means that on top of the existing 5% false positive rate inherent to the testing methods, Dr. Who has DOUBLED the number of ultrasounds reporting "positive" for DS.
Normally, such a move is great for the patient. By invoking greater scrutiny on a borderline or within-sight-of-the-borderline patients, you are more likely to catch conditions and allow treatment to proceed.
Did I mention there is no cure for DS? It gets better.
We were sat down with a "genetic counselor" to discuss Dr. Who's flux capacitor results alongside a quad screen, which is a blood test of both parents. Let me interject that quad screens, per Wikipedia, have a 7.5% false positive rate. Anyway, Wifey & I Tell You What have pretty good health, and a reasonable genetic slate. No Olympians in our clan, but no complaints. Long story short, something like a 1 in 50 chance of our baby having DS. Our options were presented as follows:
- Abortion
- Amniocentesis
- Wait for further testing in 8-10 weeks and pray for good results
I took option 1 off the table immediately, and amniocentesis, which is essentially sticking a needle in to draw off amniotic fluid for direct DNA testing, was never a realistic option for us since abortion was not in the cards. We informed her that we would wait for Round 2 of testing before deciding to keep our baby anyway. The lady was... lukewarm to my approach, but she had no authority to make any decisions. We put our faith in God to give us the strength to handle whatever happened. Now, through no credit of our own, we have our second beautiful, and quite healthy to this point, daughter from that pregnancy.
I Tell You What!: One critical statistic, where I can site the Washington Post, Wikipedia, or Time Magazine, is that over 90% of pregnancies with a DS diagnosis result in abortion. Why is this critical? For doctors to allow a high false positive rate is often benign, because early treatment is a desirable thing and more invasive subsequent testing can correct false positives. With DS, that is not the case. There is no treatment that can help the baby, other than to prepare the parents for the surely difficult task of raising a DS child. Additionally, if the mother is willing to consider abortion as a "cure", then what are the odds she's going to wait for further results, if that means staying pregnant for 2 more months (no cakewalk) or have a needle stuck in a very uncomfortable place? Judging by the 90%+ number, not very likely at all.
But why are false positives really allowed in the first place? Insurance companies (the guys writing the checks for all this testing) are mavens for cost efficiency. Some live, some die, keep cost down, because that's the way it was meant to be. BUT, extra false positives mean MORE testing, MORE doctor visits, MORE screenings. Insurance companies hate that sort of stuff. Unless... they are fully aware of the likelihood of a positive DS screening result. Based on my knowledge of miscarriages, a D&C is an outpatient procedure. It involves an OB, let's say it costs $1,000 to $1,500 (guessing, folks). It is also the coup de main of an abortion. Now, a full term pregnancy, following the decision point of this DS testing, will involve a handful of doctor's appointments, perhaps including a few extra ultrasounds because of the initial "positive" result. This is assuming no additional complications, mind you. Then there is the delivery, which may involve a few trips to the hospital triage room for monitoring before being sent home. When the baby is actually delivered, you're looking at 2 nights in the hospital, a battery of tests on the newborn and THEN 18 years of dependent care, largely covered by... the insurance companies. And I have to assume that if the child really does have DS those medical costs, especially the portions covered by insurance, skyrocket.
Folks, I haven't even touched on the wellspring of material provided by the argument that people with Down Syndrome are, well, people. I may have gotten kicked out of the living room by my mother when I was a kid for making fun of Corky Thatcher, but I never would have denied him his humanity.
Time to wrap this up, it's late. Special thanks for inspiration to Patricia E. Bauer of the Washington Post of Friday, November 16, 2007; Page A33. What have we learned?
- The bodies that God has designed are not yet fully understood by modern medicine
- Doctors are making assumptions, just like you are when you head to your typical gas station because the price there is normally lower or buy size 11 shoes because they normally fit well
- There are always pressures in our societies coming from directions or levels that we often do not expect or realize that provide motives for the people we interact with. That motive can be expected to involve money.
- Sarah Joy's recent arrival was a blessing, and worth the wait
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Only in America
Big post about Sarah Joy planned for tomorrow
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
What's a Little Pressure Between Friends?
Back from the Hospital!
Likes: mother's milk, warm beds, sleeping, gazing at random objects 12-36 inches from her face, Tom %^&#$%^%^& Brady. At least, his gorgeous face on the TV screen Monday night coincided with an otherwise inexplicable break in her crying fit.
Dislikes: diaper changes, being put down, other Capricorns, going 15 minutes without eating
More to follow, thanks for checking in
Sunday, December 2, 2007
The Irish Won't Stop Breeding
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Everybody's Got SOME Reason to Give
I recently came across a description of several colleges that require NO tuition of their students. Not counting the service academies (a noble enough pursuit, regardless), there was a surprising number of these schools. I cannot vouch for the quality of their academic programs, but it's good to know the options exist for our child(ren). It brought to mind my own good fortune.
I spoke to the recruiter/counselor (Mr. Turnquist, who later became a friend) at Michigan Tech before my senior year of high school, and he said point-blank "Stewart, after reviewing your records, I guarantee that you will qualify for a full tuition Board of Control Scholarship". My college search was all over but the crying, at that point. The result? I completed my studies there just over 4 years later with virtually no debt. This has made me financially secure and independent from the moment I got my full-time job. That started a chain of events that allowed me to purchase a home and allow Wifey to stop working as soon as Sweetness arrived on the scene. Now I see the results in our daughter's behavior and development, and as a bonus Wifey has not had to work while pregnant for our second child. It has also left me capable of meeting the needs of others when the opportunity to help arises, as well as contribute to our church's general and missions funds.
When we no longer have children living with us, I will definitely try to give back to Michigan Tech. The leg up that the university gave me has been a huge help. I will spend a little time looking for other areas in my life where I could give back (or just give) to others. After all, I scattered abroad, what's to stop my from helping and thereby enduring?
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Brainsturm
If you have seen "Saving Private Ryan", you may recall some really nasty looking tanks that ultimately fell before the valiant defense of our Airborne soldiers. Except, they weren't tanks, they were assault guns, with turrets of very limited travel but a low profile and very powerful cannon. They were used to destroy "real" tanks and reduce (great euphemism) defensive positions. Here is a picture of one:
If you were valiantly defending an anonymous bridge or other strongpoint in Western Europe in and around 1944, and you saw one of those puppies roll ominously towards you, then methodically and agonizingly slowly train Mr. Thundermaker on your position, you'd need a word to explain this sight before you bought the farm. Let's give a round of applause for that word: STURMGESCHUTZ. It means "assault gun", but in that Germanic way it sounds like "storms and shoots", which is so appealing in English. I cannot and will not be convinced that if Volkswagen rolled out a Sturmgeschutz Turbo Diesel sedan that it would not be the demise of the American market for all other automakers. Anyway, on top of the general menace provided by this vehicle, our beloved Deustche engineers had to go whole hog on a few models, just because. I present to you the Sturmpanzer IV (with a ridiculous 150mm cannon on the front)
And the grandaddy of them all, the Sturmoser. That 380mm (that's 38 cm, or 15 inches!) mortar you see below fails to qualify for ridiculous. It looks like Bowser's tanks from Super Mario Bros. 3.
Therefore, in honor of my obsession, and the commentator to my blog, I am forging a new word to describe myself and any others as messed up as me: STURMOPHILLIAC.
If you're tallying at home, between references to past blogs, World War II, armored vehicles, general vocabulary, and video games, this blog entry has pegged out the Dork Meter.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Fantasy Turned Nightmare
I played football in high school. I was decent, somewhere in the iron triangle formed by "has-been", "also-ran", and "never was". I at least had the chance to decide for myself whether to go play for a small college, or ride the pine at a slightly larger school. Doing neither was a good call. I've also studied the game a bit, and understand some of the fundamentals that go into coaching. In fact, I'd like the opportunity to do that some day. None of that prevents Wifey from destroying me at fantasy football.
What is her secret? Primarily, her strategery consists of:
- Drafting Tom Brady
- Drafting Randy Moss
How can I compete against that? I'll tell you: I didn't, suffering a 137-56 shellacking in last week's tilt. No knowledge of the 2-Man Under defense vs. Cover 2 defense, or the minutiae of the 4-wide singleback set vs. the 2-tight, 2-wide singleback set can keep me afloat. If Roy Williams decides to only catch a single pass for 15 yards while his teammate, Calvin Johnson, picks up over 80 yards receiving with a touchdown, then that's that. If you can't beat'em, join'em. I'm not converting to a Patriots fan, but I'll cheer for her fantasy juggernaut when I'm not directly facing her. And I stole Wes Welker for my own roster. Go Peugeots.
A Great List of Things I'm Thankful For or Your Money Back
- Wifey of 3.5 years(!) She's carrying our second child and has had to deal with quite a bit just to get this far. Almost there. She's taught me everything I know about raising...
- Sweetness. Now 2.5 years old and way too far ahead of the curve.
- We have recently found a great church, and the Grace that inspires it
- Pumpkin pie. We go to a nearby farm each year, pick some apples, get some squash, and select the year's pumpkins for carving, seeds, and pie. It's borderline yuppie agro-tourism, but we enjoy it.
- A great Thanksgiving feast at the in-laws, who are located closely enough that we and especially our daughter get to enjoy time with them regularly
- Our ranch-style home in suburbia
- My health, along with my whole family's (immediate and extended)
- A job that typically requires about 45 hours a week that meets all our needs while allowing Wifey to remain home with Sweetness
- A job that I get to hone the Inner Dork on
- My educational opportunities. Scholarship for undergraduate studies, employer assistance for postgraduate
- All the books we could ever read, at an affordable price
- The freedom provided by America, and the sacrifices of its citizens (foreshadowing of an upcoming hyper-belated Veterans' Day post)
Job Satisfaction
I am a regular reader of Time magazine. It's not the greatest, but I think my subscription was 1 year for something ridiculous like $15. I'm not joking. That's barely postage. At that price, I could use the pages to soak up spills around the house and it would be the equivalent of having paid shipping only for a year's supply of paper towels. This week's issue had a fluff cover story (not surprising) discussing the habits of Americans as determined by some gigantic survey. One survey, which can be found in greater detail at this link, discusses job satisfaction by occupation. Of all engineering occupations, mechanical engineers had the smallest percentage of respondents claiming to be "very happy". I enjoy my job, and my peculiar personality seems cast only in the form of a mechanical engineer. Therefore, I find this surprising. I have pondered this for at least 3 minutes, and weigh the following possibilities:
- It is possible that a significant percentage of mechanical engineers felt that "very happy" was too watered down, and held out for "ecstatic", "giddy", or "Would show up for work even if they didn't pay me".
- Those drawn to mechanical engineering have too much awesome inside to fully express themselves and reach their full potential working a single position at a single company
- Many are born with The Knack, but becoming handy with the steel still takes patience and discipline, which are NOT always included with The Knack installation kit
- Let's face it, cars, airplanes, the space shuttle, submarines, space stations, zippers, can openers, the GAU-8 Avenger, automated manufacturing, etc... have already been invented
- Mechanical engineering is a mighty big tent, and it's easy for one to end up in the wrong corner. I am a died in the wool machine design and kinematics guy, with a little solid mechanics added for texture. I can tolerate manufacturing, while fluids, thermodynamics, and heat transfer are beneath me. To each his own (let's be honest, to each "their" own would be a lie, not many gals enter the mechanical engineering tent).
- Engineers of all disciplines are basically deceived as to their value/worth while in college, and thus have an inflated view of how much money they should make. I made minimum wage until 1999, so I'm still enjoying the pay.
- Civil engineers get to play with dirt & bulldozers, industrial engineers will admit if cornered that they don't really have a job, and electrical engineers are in another plane entirely (let's call it 'i' just to tickle their fancy). Therefore, I can see why they'd enjoy their jobs. They're just not my cup of tea.
Unfortunately, the Time magazine has separate data on job satisfaction and on drinking habits, but no correlation between the two. Now that would be interesting. Oh, and a final cautionary note: beneath the graphic is the following information. If they cannot spell "survey", I'm not impressed with their research:
SOURCES: Job happiness data is from the General Social Servey by the National Opinion Research Center at the University of Chicago
Monday, November 19, 2007
BDEE (Continued)
The Elite 8 boiled down to Indiana Jones v. Terminator; John McClane v. Luke Skywalker; Jason Bourne v. Yoda, and Blade vs. Predator. The two ensuing sets of battles left a surprising but gritty John McClane as underdog taking on Yoda, the galaxy's Jedi Master.
My buddy (he's single [and looking!])worked up an image of McClane dodging lightning shot from Yoda's hands, set to a devastated wasteland that could be Afghanistan. Unfortunately, I'm not savvy enough with the blog to post the Powerpoint slide. At any rate, then the epic battle was finished, and McClane had sent the World's last bullet, automobile, chain hoist, wrench, flashlight, and curse Yoda's way, the little green one had conquered. He is the people's champion, and rightfully so.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Battle For Domination At The End Of The Earth
"Who would win in a fight, a crocodile or a polar bear"
"Who would win in a fight, Donkey Kong or King Kong"
"Who would win in a fight, Rosie O'Donnell or Aunt Jamima"
Of course, this is great fodder for discussion, because you can never settle the weapons, location, climate, etc... For instance, If the battle is in a jungle river, you might go with the croc, but the polar bear dominates once you leave the tropics.
To truncate an already long story, we (unnamed people at work who definitely were NOT neglecting important tasks and definitely do NOT include yours truly) set up a bracket, in the style of the NCAA basketball tourney, of 64 of the baddest contestants imaginable to settle the issue once and for all. Well, mostly the contestants are the baddest, but what was really important was the entertainment value and discussion associated with our selections. Votes were solicited, tallied, and contestants progressed to the next round or were bounced. This tourney was declared to be THE BATTLE FOR DOMINATION AT THE END OF THE EARTH. We broke the tournament into four groups:
Keith Richards v. Ozzie Osbourne; Mr. T v. T-Rex; Blade v. Buffy the Vampire Slayer; "Dirty" Harry Callahan v. Walker Texas Ranger; Bill Brasky v. King Leonidas; Boba Fett v. The Predator; Captain Kirk v. Captain Picard; Steven Hawking v. Bill Gates
Mike Tyson v. Mike Ditka; King Kong v. Donkey Kong; Jack Bauer v. Jason Bourne; Jackie Chan
v. John Wayne; Neo v. Yoda; Keyser Söze v. Scarface; Freddie Krueger v. Michael Myers; Larry King v. Bob Barker
Indiana Jones v. Lara Croft; Duffman v. The Marlboro Man; Barry Bonds v. The Incredible Hulk; Dick Cheney v. The Penguin; Drew Carey v. Howie Mandel; Peyton Manning v. Tom Brady; Jordan v. Bird; RoboCop v. The Terminator
Shaft v. John McClane; Maverick v. Ice Man; Old Godzilla v. New Godzilla; Captain Ahab v. Lieutenant Dan; Moby Dick v. Jaws; Mr. Miyagi v. Bruce Lee; Luke Skywalker v. Highlander;
Hank Hill v. Peter Griffin
Revelation of the Big Winner of the BDEE next post...
Games We Play
I am a decent chess player, maybe we'll have to work on that in a few years. Today we played 'cards', which consists of splitting the deck, then putting down one card at a time and saying what number and suite it was. We may be only a few games away from 4-hour sessions of Risk. Hopefully, she won't catch on to the futility of trying to engulf Asia and go for the huge reinforcements it would provide. That should keep her from beating me for a decade or so.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
WARNING: May Contain Lethal Concentrations of Granola
The key is to take note that every action we take in today's society uses resources that must be marshaled against our insatiable thirst for consumption. Even turning on the computer to write this blog takes energy, and from firewood to pitch to hydro/wind power to whale blubber to coal to refined petroleum to atomic power to solar energy, mankind's history has revolved around the quest for more energy.
Monday, November 12, 2007
Reconnaissance
Refining The Steel
Ps 66:10- "For Thou hast tried us, O God, Thou hast refined us as silver is refined"
Is 48:10- "Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction"
Meaning what, exactly? Most of us hold true, as I once did, that the trials we face make us stronger, tougher, more ready to face the next set of hard times. Any good engineering (good=mechanical) geek will tell you that this is what happens to steel. The more brutal the manufacturing process, the more heat followed by sudden, stressful quenching, the more pounding, bending, rolling, peening, the stronger the material becomes. Alas, it is stressed, brittle, more prone to sudden failure. Weary, one could say, the same way that hard times feel a soul feeling weary, not stronger. It's not the answer.
The answer is not to resist, but to be malleable. Few things are more malleable than pure silver. It melts easily, works with little resistance, and as a final product is brilliant and rust proof. OK, you have to clean tarnish, but you get the idea. Life can put bigger challenges in front of us than can be overcome by gumption, strength, wits, or moxie, leaving us broken. God wants us to be pure, malleable, and let him do his work in our lives. He provides the strength of the structure, we just clad his church, hopefully with something remarkable. If we are not pure, as the second verse indicates, the fires of life get hotter and hotter, until we either become malleable to his will or broken by the trial. Don't fight trials on your own strength, rely on His.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Victory, Thy Name is Jingleheimer Schmidt
One thing you learn about parenting: children's tunes are surely more addictive to your brain than any narcotic. During the run, John Jacob Jingleheimer Schmidt was rolling along like a freight train. Of course, our daughter is so enamored with the tune (I suspect Grandma is an accomplice), that when I ask her what we should name her soon-to-be-unveiled sister, the answer is "Jingleheimer Schmidt". I'm sure she wouldn't be teased in school at all.
Friday, November 9, 2007
Supersize Me
So, we Americans are really not the most innovative when it comes to defense technology. The atom bomb was developed with a lot of foreign talent. Submarines, jet power, guided missiles... all examples of technology that Americans learned by watching others. What we DID do is master the existing art. One of our greatest triumphs has been in logistics, which is an organizational, not technological, achievement. My personal favorite, though, is the A-10 Warthog. If we take the Henschel HS-129 as an example of a dominant technology, think about what Americans added 20 years later.
Nothing about this machine was novel, outside of the extraordinary caliber of the cannon. Even the GAU-8 is a glorified gatling gun, Civil War technology driven by hydraulics. The pilots weren't even equipped with infared target detection (FLIR, fairly common even in the first Gulf War) until quite recently. The US Air Force has tried a number of times to retire the aircraft, but it's just too useful.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
If It's Good on the Ground, We Must Make It Fly!
As a result, the fundamental land weapon of the time, the rifled firearm, was given the right size and muzzle velocity to treat the tank like a tin can on a shooting range.
So tanks developed thicker frontal armor, eventually some of the anti-tank guns were put on motorized chassis... it was a creeping, crawling development. Then, somebody had a great idea. "What if we take that glorified pellet gun and make it FLY?" Holy crap, all we can say for certain is that the man was German, which is unsurprising. We can speculate that he was an engineer. The purest form of this idea can be seen below in the form of the Henschel HS-129B3:A quote from Wikipedia "But for some reason the Luftwaffe decided to skip over this gun for the Hs 129, and install a gigantic 75 mm gun from the Panzer IV. A huge hydraulic system was used to damp the recoil of the gun, and an auto-loader system with twelve rounds was fitted in the large empty space behind the cockpit. The resulting system was able to knock out any tank in the world, but the weight slowed the already poor performance of the plane to barely flyable in this new Hs 129B-3 version."
"That's right, Mr. Henschel, my team doubled the next-size caliber gun, it could sink Gibraltar, and it barely flies, but the specs say it just has to get off the ground, so we're all set. AND it is in a dead tie for the P-38 Lightning as the coolest aircraft on the planet." The man who sold that one is a role model for all engineers.
I need to slow down for a bit, and continue this soon by showing what happens when the Americans get ahold of a really good idea and Supersize it...
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Running Against the Wind
I ran, and fortunately managed to not succumb to the temptation to walk. I DID grow weary, and I must have left my eagle wings in the car before the race. 5.5 miles, 41 minutes, 14 seconds, for a 7 minute, 30 second pace. I'll take it. I'd better be willing to take it, my calves feel like badgers are chewing on them. My calves NEVER hurt after running. I managed to completely avoid puking or fainting, and better still I pulled that little shutout while my child was watching, which would have made it worse. I placed 173 overall of 668, and 43 of 143 in my age range. Not bad for an offensive lineman. It was nice to see my wife & daughter clapping at the finish line, and to hear that they had a nice time during the race with some of the other ladies they knew. We may try the family race time again next weekend at another local event. Hopefully by then I will have recovered a bit.
I ain't as good as I once was, but I'm as good once as I ever was.
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Knowledge of The Ancients
Friday, November 2, 2007
- Ford Engine Powers New Boeing UAV- Boeing has developed a long-endurance (hopefully one week) high altitude unmanned aerial vehicle that utilizes an engine that is fundamentally the same as a Ford Fusion
- BRIG GEN Paul Tibbets, RIP-The pilot of the aircraft that dropped the first atomic bomb on Japan died
- Navy Sinks Another LCS- A General Dynamics (sigh) cost overrun has followed a Lockheed-Martin cost overrun, both of which led to the Navy cancelling orders for warships
What is the thread, exactly? If the military seeks to efficiently develop and procure weapons systems, the commercial sector has to do it. When I say "commercial", I mean less Northrup Grumman and more Caterpillar. The cancelling of yet another LCS just shows that the Navy is horrific at program management. The people who work for the government, generally civilians, overseeing military procurement are not, as a group, lazy. However, there is typically NO incentive for them to make decisions based on cost effectiveness. This leads to kid-in-a-candy-store behavior. "I want a bag full of extra speed. And a box of extra payload capacity. And some more quick reaction. And a bag of the stuff never rusting..." All the while, the contractor is gleefully overheating the cash register ringing it all up, envisioning a 3-for-1 stock split. VERY rarely does the piper come calling on the contractor in the form of a cancelled contract. And, if it does, they may sue the government to recoup cost. This morally slimy hand-shake leads to requirements growth that is unprecedented in the civilian world. The Boeing/Ford cooperative effort is a refreshing use of existing civilian technology to cut development costs. My own efforts to do this at work have been thwarted because too many gov't types have an incentive to not learn anything new or shave any performance margin off one requirement to gain elsewhere.
The third article, though, is the counterpoint. Col. Tibbets dropped a weapon that was developed through a crash program that spent a larger amount of money for each year of progress greater than the GDP of many nations. There was no significant need for fusion power at the scale of weaponization outside of war between nation-states, so it is unlikely atomic weapons would have been made available by commercial research. Here is a specific example of the government overseeing an almost miraculously development of a product orders of magnitude more capable than existing designs.
What to conclude? If the technology is not esoteric or far reaching, the government should just write a contract and walk away. Obviously, some development is needed. In that case, be flexible about some requirements and adjust the money flow accordingly. Obviously, some truly far-reaching technologies must be overseen and pushed by the government to come to fruition. See also: Putting men on the moon (Apollo Program)
But don't forget: The Wright Brothers were independently financed through their bicycle shop. That's right, the first men on the planet to achieve powered flight. Meditate on it.
Thursday, November 1, 2007
The Cutest Thing Iv'e Ever Heard
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Unfortunately, the race will likely go to the swift in this case. Not much better this morning on the run, 45 minutes instead of 46. Short run ahead on Friday, then nothing until Sunday. We'll see how it pans out. It is quite a handicap for me that the winner will likely be a very skinny individual, where those of us who are built a bit more diesel on the frame will struggle. My opinion is that we need to insert a 1/4 mile section of the race that is more like this (sorry for the poor quality):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-khh-fPAiU
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Test Pattern
- It was 6:00 when I was running. That's right, A.M.
- The race course is billiard table-flat, while my house is on a steep hill
- Running alone provides little... motivation to move faster. Herd mentality rules
- I will be going straight from church services to the race. If God be with me, who can stand against me? Let's call it Stew's Crusade. I may break my ankle for saying that, remains to be seen.
Another 5.5 tomorrow morning.
Monday, October 29, 2007
The Gravity of the Situation
Isaiah 30:14 - Whose collapse is like the smashing of a potter's jar, So ruthlessly shattered That a sherd will not be found among its pieces To take fire from a hearth Or to scoop water from a cistern."
As I promised last post, more free-falling bodies. The above biblical verse perfectly describes the long-overdue demise of our toilet (above), now replaced by a model that's much nicer and less worn. Anyway, I took it to the dump this weekend for disposal, and I was directed to an overlook where, I was giddy to see, I was actually expected to HEAVE this porcelain lump over the railing onto the concrete below. The fall was at least 20 feet. The sound of impact was like every dish or cup you've ever heard break happening all at once, and a satisfying instantaneous separation into hundreds of pieces, none of which could have been pieced back together. Much worse than Humpty Dumpty. The only thing that would have been better was if there were a window frame handy, that I might defenestrate the toilet.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
What's the Good Word?
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Now I Will Wail On My Pec's
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Just Say 'No'
I have long held the belief that if you are in a position of authority (or parity) with somebody who makes a request, your default answer should be "no". Why? Because it's easier in most cases to rescind a "no" later than to renege on a "yes". This is holding up fantastically well with my young daughter. Once the Y and E escape your mouth, the deal is sealed before you reach the S, and there is no going back. Did I say she could have juice, when mother only wanted her to have water? We're in for a fight if we try to change it. It has become evident that a toddler who feels they are being cheated out of something they have been promised, even if the promise was improper, is a force of nature. Tidal waves, tornados, even the elliptical motion of the moon would be easier to challenge than a young child that "knows" they are right. I explain this only to buttress my point.
My thinking on this has been challenged lately at work where we've asked the government to say "yes" to something when they were under no obligation to do so. When the "no" came back, was I entitled to be as upset as I was? I think so. As I said above, the default answer ought to be "no". However, when somebody presents a well thought-out argument supporting their request, it is incumbent upon the authority to do the right thing, not the easy thing. A well (or even poorly) trained monkey could stamp DISAPPROVED on anything put in front of them. Maybe the doing the right thing means asking a few questions back to get more information, or seeking those answers elsewhere before responding.
As I've thought through this, it has forced me to consider how God works in our own lives. We have unlimited wants for different stuff, much of which is really not good for us. Presumably we pray only for things we figure we need and are important. How many times is the answer "no"? Is this because God's default is "no"? He's not saying "no" because of a lack of information, or out of a power trip, so why, then? I can only conclude it's because he has a Will (sovereign desire, not short for William) and all the information he needs already (no need for him to seek answers) to know what is best for us. When we ask for that, it will come abundantly. I need to model my own responses in that fashion. I need to consider, first and foremost, the needs of the person asking, and whether the request is good for everybody involved. No consideration of pride or selfishness should drive the decision making. If I don't have all the information I need to make a wise decision, I need to get it myself or ask additional questions, not play the trained monkey with a DISAPPROVED stamp. This is especially true in my own family, where I've got some sweet ladies who rely on me for a great deal. My answers, if improperly given, can crush their spirits. If I try to answer like God would, I'll get a wise answer to my daughter the first time, no reneging.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Aggressive Day at Work
The Government comes back at me all "BLAH BLAH BLAH and STUFF and we are scared of independent thought and change frightens us and upsets our delicate constitutions. Furthermore, we could not care less about the noble taxpayer and would like to invoke as much pain as possible on you and your cohorts while minimizing the inconvenience to our lazy rear ends." That's actually a direct quote, can you believe it? OK, that's a bit of a stretch. So, after doing some homework, I found a way to prove that their lack of effort and diligence was actually going to cause them to do about 10 times the amount of work they expected, which just proved that we were right all along. If an artistic genius summarized my battle with the Government of this issue in a painting, it would like this:
In case you were wondering, I'm the one still standing.
I'm The Boss
I have spent just over 6 years in the field of mechanical engineering with a major defense contractor. During that time I have learned many lessons regarding how to think critically and how to conduct myself. In other words, knowing what questions to ask and when to ask (or more often, NOT ask) them. This process essentially was figuring out how to manage myself. Coming out of college in 2001, I had the intellect and moxie to do any task that an employer would ever ask, but my act was not... together. Over time, I was managing my own little corner of the military-industrial complex with reasonable skill (trivia: Eisenhower originally wrote his speech decrying the military-industrial-congressional complex, but that's a whole separate blog entry). Eventually, I started making independent decisions and, occasionally, making decisions for other people. This didn't mean any particular authority had been specifically conferred on me. People would meet to discuss something, and for whatever reason no supervisor or other responsible adult was present, and some issue would cause deadlock. Eyes would stare at the ceiling, sometimes people would argue, but it equated to the same thing: nobody can make a decision. So I would. There is no problem with an ongoing debate over a complex or monumental problem, but simple fear of being responsible for making the call disgusts me. My own internal statistics and polling bureau has reviewed my decision-making prowess and found that I made the right decision about 50% of the time. Another stunning fact the bureau unearthed: I NEVER was punished for making a bad decision. I had to fix a few things, but in no way has my reputation or potential for advancement been damaged. Remarkable.
This leads me to last week. My supervisor took a week of vacation. Not normally a problem. However, my group's experience level is so low that I am one of only two engineers in our group with over 3 years of experience. That means I got tagged with filling in for him, along with carrying my normal workload. THAT made for a rough week. Our toilet was leaking, as well, but that can be discussed another time. Anyway, the inevitable late Friday problems popped up right before the Boss Man left, which meant that I would have that waiting for me the next week. I was in working on a report on Sunday, trying desperately to finish some of my own individual tasks before the flood arrived, then worked 12 hours Monday dealing with the craziness. And you know what? Things worked out just fine. I credit the support of my wife, who knew that it would be a tough week for me and was very understanding. It left me convinced that I am really not enthusiastic about being a supervisor. At least where I work, it requires the mental agility to hop from one topic to the next, which are often on completely unrelated systems. Couple that with the inability of inexperienced workers (no knock on them, just a fact) to work independently and make decisions (see above), and it makes for a draining day. I can only conclude that I would prefer to remain in a strictly technical role, where I can immerse myself deeply in a single problem, or more realistically a set of related problems, and work them out.